This and That

There isn't much to write about. Until Nadia was born on May 2nd May was a month of many sorrows, and as those sad anniversaries rolled around I would pay homage to my loved ones with allowing my self to grieve again for them on those days. (Yes I know they wouldn't want me to be sad) That is also one of the most wonderful aspects of mine and Jim's relationship. We can share the sadness of our lives with each other share each others pain, release the pent up pain of those losses, then rejoice that we have found each other and share the wonderful blessings that we have. It's wonderful to have someone you can share all of your emotions with, the anger, the triumphs, the down in the gutter naughtiness.
In the time after I lost Nate and had started dating again, I met quite a few not so nice guys. My sons were so protective throughout that portion of my life it's kind funny now. It was like I was a promiscuous teenager with 3 BIG overprotective fathers monitoring my doings.........And yes they scared off quite a few opportunists. But Jim managed to stick it out through their tests, and when we had dinner with Jamie and Kendra earlier this week for Jamie's birthday there was a moment Jamie and I had alone and he commented to me "Mom, I really like Jim" . ((((Hugs)))) S